Withholding Answers

Imagine the infinite patience of a God
who invents the laws of motion,
and gravity, and thermodynamics

and then waits a few billion years
to see if we’ll figure them out

A God who knows how to make a wheel
but lets us drag rocks through the forests
to build our homes

before we bring the pieces together
and make our first axle

Who knows how to heal anything
but is silent as we flounder in lab coats
one generation after another

moving inches closer to cures
that remain many miles away

Who invents pathways to peace
and watches us blow each other up
in increasingly efficient ways

waits to see if self-extermination
will indeed be our end

Who knows that happiness –
will come again in a different form
and find me sitting in Amherst

but observes as I blunder along
for a decade full of questions