By D. K. McCutcheon
I read for 15 years without stopping
At 16 I woke to discover I’d never been kissed, and set out to find one
Through my terrible 20’s I wandered the world searching
At 32, on the exact opposite side of the planet, I found my kiss
He’d been reading, but looked up in the nick of time
At 37 we had a daughter. At 41 another.
At 50 we started thickening in inconvenient places
And thinning in worse ones (still we kiss, still we read)
And still we age
At 57 our youngest turns 16, stretches fingers out into the world, dreams her own explorations
Takes terrifying steps – and prepares to leave home
“I don’t read” she tells us firmly, absorbing stories from the ether in gulps
Regaling us with hilarious tales of tropes and memes
We watch our eldest also unfold like a lovely crumple-winged moth
Her trajectory metamorphosed
By the shiny-pretty-agonizing sparkles
Of the professional Migraineur
Every day in a dim room sound/taste/touch swap places in a slow, scintillating dance
Her unbearable transformation begins anew; inner-life ripe to bursting
More marvelous than our decades-round-the-world to find these girls
Each evolving far beyond their first fairy-tale flight
At 20 she reads without stopping
We talk about writing
She dreams with eyes wide open
Her point of view sparkling through painful shards
Of exquisite light
D. K. McCutchen is Senior Lecturer in The UMass College of Natural Sciences, and supports other writing teachers via the UMass Writing Program. She may be the longest-running member of the University Writing Committee. Lack of poetic-DNA led to a tale of low adventure & high science titled THE WHALE ROAD. In a literary attempt to save the world, she’s now writing gender-bender-post-apocalyptic-speculative fiction. She lives on a river with two brilliant daughters and a Kiwi, who isn’t green, but is fuzzy.

D.K. McCutchen’s speculative fiction trilogy includes Jellyfish Dreaming (Vol. 1, 2023) a Leapfrog Global Fiction Prize winner; Electric Ice (Vol. 2, 2024) Speculative Literature Foundation grant recipient, and “Plastic Eaters” (Vol. 3, in progress). D.K. teaches writing for the College of Natural Sciences, UMass, and is Associate Director of the Junior Year Writing program.